Sorry for taking this long to reply your message. I have been busy with my summer classes and other stuffs. >""<
Don't worry, I'll definitely not abandon my doujinshi. It's just that I'm still trying to think about where the story should go. There are just so many jumbled ideas in my head (that I have been drawing and then tossing the pages into the trash can repeatedly), and I'm trying to sort them out.
About the fanfic, I even already thought of how the story would end, and yet somehow I can't write it out. TxT
It's even worse that my friend wants to focus on her undergraduate program so she doesn't write anything anymore. TnT Nonetheless, I hope I can finish it someday. >x<